I’ll Keep Praying

I find myself walking up this huge hill on a dirt road praying for you.
I was not able to have quiet time this morning so I take the 40 minute walk to just be with the Lord.
I stop and look at where I am.
It’s hard realizing that this is my life sometimes. I begin thanking the Lord that I’m literally walking a mile to share the gospel, learning about cultures and seeing His beautiful creation that lies in front of me.
I begin praying for strength for the day. I had a dream about meeting my new born niece last night and honestly it makes me homesick. I seem to be wishing the next four months away.
I begin day dreaming about what after the race could look like. I stop myself a few minutes in.
I ask to just be in the Lords presence and hear Him clearly.
I pray for my team. Different struggles they are going through. The unity between us and then somehow I come to you.
My future husband.
I do not even know you but it’s so easy for
me to pray for you.
I pray for your week at work.
I pray for your struggles and burdens you may be going through.
I pray that God gives you a dream, vision, scripture, or person you need at this moment. That through one of these He would speak to you and you would listen.
I pray that you are God fearing and chasing after Him hard.
I selfishly pray that you are praying for me too.
As I surrendered marriage to the Lord, every time you cross my mind I just pray for you instead of getting caught in some unhealthy fairytale I have created.

Never stop chasing the Lord. He’s preparing and pursuing you just as much as He is preparing and pursuing me.
Until we meet one day, I’ll keep praying.
Brit